Hope........

Recently,a dear friend of mine asked me to keep hope and faith alive in every situation.Earlier i used to loose hope very easily.I have learnt that a hope is a belief in a positive outcome related to events and circumstances in one's life.It is the feeling that what is wanted can be had or that events will turn out for the best.
In a religious context, it is not considered as a physical emotion but as a spiritual grace. Hope is distinct from positive thinking, which refers to a therapeutic or systematic process used in psychology for reversing pessimism. The term false hope refers to a hope based entirely around a fantasy or an extremely unlikely outcome.Right now i m in confused state of mind thinking if sumone keeps sum expectations from sumone close and not even 1% is fulfilled,is it still good to keep hoping that it would be fulfilled one day.In today's world where everybody's life is busy, is it not a false hope to keep expecting?

I'm just so confused...

The identity that is me is yet to be written in every person with whom I will meet.Those who have met me each have different versions of who I am.This is the existence that was me when I once graced their lives with my presence but yes some things end if it was meant to end so as to instigate the person to move on and step into a more higher stand point in life or simply, to be with someone more deserving.Ironically, some things also end to give birth to a more in depth understanding and or a more intense inter collaboration of the relationship- whatever it may be.
I thank those people who have stayed with me ever since because, in this point in time, i thank them all for their companionship which they have unselfishly given unto me. They are now my treasures, my friends.To those who have left me in defeat- befallen unto the grounds of those who have failed, I also thank them for I will never be who the person I am today if without their exasperating and excruciating torment which all have inevitably polished me to become the person I am today.
I do believe that the way people react to you will change depending on how you interact with them.And depending on how people will respect your presence, will also determine how you would respect them back.I guess the old proverb; "an eye for an eye , a tooth for a tooth" still holds true to its use here in this fast evolving physical-spiritual-materialistic actuality.
My past is but old pages of some book long forgotten and yet, images still haunt me both joyful and sad. Yet I go on writing more about who I am. Becoming the better version of me.
I am not looking for anyone specifically or looking for someone as if i am looking through a brochure for some specific person who would fit into a form of standard or stereotype.I do believe everyone has the capacity or the possibility to become what one wants, it is a choice one makes, and the resulting people who will gravitate towards them is due because of their choices and how they express, project and see and define themselves as.
I am also not looking or wanting a specific relationship as if it was some script coming from a theatrical play or radio drama and or from the cliche and very predictable melodramas of the television soap operas because based on the impression/s of my past, a meaningful fusion in this journey we call life, only needs the simplest things: sincerity and, trust and everything after it will be possible, it does not have to be scripted.The more unexpected it is, the more exciting it will be.
So basically, i am welcome for friendship with anyone as long as you are true.Im not looking for leatherettes, im looking for real skin.
If ever there will become a idiosyncratic partnership be it through the communication here in the net or through meeting and sharing thoughts in the real world, then it will all just depend on how both individuals will handle the relationship to make it unimportant and or a sublime one. And along the way, never forgetting a transparent communication.
We meet people and they either become our friends and or our enemies or just strangers we encounter and pass.So therefore, I cannot put who and what I am looking for in the people I will hopefully meet here since because, each of them will communicate with me differently based on how they perceive the person that is me and also the ones like me and, each of their approach will also have different outcomes based on how I would react to what kind of impulse and or stimuli they have given me.
Hopeful of friendship since most of the time, in the real physical existence we all walk on to when we try to meet people, they automatically and subconsciously base and judge the person by their outside physicality and structure never re-evaluating their approach of knowing what could hold more significance within the person.This is why technology is such a blessing though sometimes it may be a curse because of the vast distances it makes us forget of but, it gives us the chance to contemplate before we say or type, it also takes the illusion of the eye we all befall into when we are immediately acquainted physically to the person since with this technological blessing, we indulge into a more in-depth communication in the form of writing thereby knowing more of the person within....
As the friendship progresses more vividly like a painting slowly becoming into the vision of the ARTIST.
So i ask you... are you willing to draw my existence in your heart???

love.

The person who tries to live alone will not succeed as a human being. His heart withers if it does not answer another heart. His mind shrinks away if he hears only the echoes of his own thoughts and finds no other inspiration.Love works in miracles every day: such as weakening the strong, and stretching the weak; making fools of the wise, and wise men of fools; favouring the passions, destroying reason, and in a word, turning everything topsy-turvy.Treasure the love you receive above all. It will survive long after your good health has vanished.Loneliness and the feeling of being unwanted is the most terrible in love. Find the person who will love you because of your differences and not in spite of them and you have found a lover for life. Love grows by giving. The love we give away is the only love we keep. The only way to retain love is to give it away.To fear love is to fear life, and those who fear life are already three parts dead. Love is the master key that opens the gates of happiness. So,experience love atleast once in lyf.its an experience in itself...

Hi,
Turn down these voices, inside my head - Lay down with me ... tell me no lies. Just hold me close, don't patronize ... don't patronize me 'Cause I can't make you love me, If you don't tell me what's wrong with me or what wrong did i do i would be haunted by this question all my life ...I would keep thinking what wrong did i do that made u react like this.

Anger

If you're angry at a loved one, hug that person. And mean it. You may not want to hug - which is all the more reason to do so. It's hard to stay angry when someone shows they love you, and that's precisely what happens when we hug each other.Never try to hurt urslf when u are angry .I have been a victim of my anger.Yesterday, i hurt myself and banged my head into the wall,into the bed.I was angry becoz sumone i love hurted me emotionally but i did nt even think about people who love me..people who care for me and people who want me in their lives.If the person who hurt me would have been with me to talk to,to hug me ,i would not have taken the step of hurting myself physically.Consider how much more you often suffer from your anger and grief, than from those very things for which you are angry and grieved.I am writing this for people who doesnt want to loose their loved ones bcoz of anger..If u love them dont let them carry a grudge coz to carry a grudge is like being stung to death by one bee..If they are angry at you and you know that you are wrong hug them,make them feel loved and wanted.I am sharing this on my blog coz i dnt want anyone to hurt themselves in anger...Anger is a killing thing: it kills the man who angers, for each rage leaves him less than he had been before - it takes something from him..Buddha said Holding on to anger is like grasping a hot coal with the intent of throwing it at someone else; you are the one who gets burned.

captured and imprisoned you are in the file that rests on my desktop which I open every other while!

Expectations

I guess I shouldn't keep expectations from sum people who claim that they love me.is it a bad thing that i sort of do though ?i cant really help it.im sort of lost and confused.i dont like it.i wish i were a mind reader.or that you could express things more clearly.yesterday night was the worst night in my lyf...I managed to survive jus bcoz of my mum or i wud'nt have even seen todays morning.Last night i actually realised that expectations could kill...

Dreaming...

Many of us write during the saddest of our times. It can surely be a mood lifter to put our feelings on paper or these days jus type it down and give our emotions some perspective...It has been 4 days since m sad but still I wana dream expecting it wud come tru....

I wana dream today about a prince on a white horse,
coming to take me away.

To somewhere all billowy, where fantasy lies,
to tropical gardens and silvery skies,
to a castle with smiles, all pink in a cloud,
where joy is the language and laughter the sound,
and pain is unheard of and hate is not found.

I'm believing this dream in a world all too real -
God, please give me the faith to believe in it still.

POISON

Words that need to be spoken should not accumulate inside.
The hurt, pain or jealousy a person feels can not hide.

Sorrow and anger can be and will be suppressed.
But this only leads to a person feeling depressed.

Anger is a deadly toxin in which the body it flows.
When it takes over limb by limb, everyone knows.

The body - The mind controls and manipulates.
As the poison enters the veins and circulates.

When the poison reaches the heart it's too late.
Disastrous emotions take over such as revenge and hate.

The antidote to cure these emotions, is not so hard to find.
We must search to learn to control our spirited bodies and minds.

WOKE UP FROM A DREAM...

I wokeup from a dream that completely broke my heart.
In my dream you found your new love.
and I was there to see it all.
i wonder if it's real and you already have found someone new.
either it's just me being paranoid of you finding a new love,
or my dreams trying to tell me that you have found someone.
im nervous for the day that i see you with someone other than me.
went back to sleep, and had another dream.
this one was completely different..
but let's not talk about that

MIND YOUR TOUNGE

There is perhaps no human being on this planet who does only good things without commiting any sins.We all err,and the tounge is most of the times a culprit.Although the horse has great strength,it has no understanding;so it must be harnessed with bits and briddle to make him obey according to the will of a rider.
similarly,the tounge is a small part of human body,but its power and influence for the good or bad is amazingly greater then its size.It is like a small lighted match stick which lights big fires.
every kind of beasts ,birds or creature of the sea and earth has been tamed by mankind,but no man can tame the false,deceitful,and perverse tounge that works like the piercing of the sword.It is unruly evil,full of deadly poison.At one end,the tounge blesses the lord god and at the other end it curses the men who has been made in the image of the god.From the same mouth comes blessings as well as curse.
So the tounge should be tamed.We should teach our children to speak gracious words fm very beginning.We must realise that the harsh and nasty remarks result in problems and creates differences and fights.
One must seek to be at peace with others preferring them to yourself.Discard any attitude or practice that hinders the tounge for speaking kind ,merciful, and polite words.It is only through a sustained daily effort that one can apply elgant words in life.
The Bible says"Pleasant words are llike honey comb,sweetness to the soul and health to the bones."
So be careful in what you say,measure everyword .Donot speak unless it is necessary.
The person who is humble and slow in anger is better than the mighty man of anger.One who speaks politely and sweetly is loved and appretiated by everybody.Dont' you want to be such a person?

SMILE...

Akath Kahani Prem Ki, Kutch Kahi Na Jaye
Goonge Keri Sarkara, Baithe Muskae

Bura Jo Dekhan Main Chali, Bura Naa Milya Koye
Jo Mann Khoja Apnaa, To Mujhse Bura Naa Koye




If at times you feel you want to cry
And life seems such a trial

Above the clouds there's a bright blue sky
So make your tears a smile.

As you travel on life's way
With its many ups and downs

Remember its quite true to say
One smile is worth a dozen frowns.

Among the worlds expensive things
A smile is very cheap

And when you give a smile away,
You get one back to keep.

Happiness comes at times to all
But sadness comes unbidden

And sometimes a few tears must fall
Among the laughter hidden.

So when friends have sadness on their face
And troubles round them piled

The world will seem a better place
And all because you smiled.

SO........

So…….
Saturday,March 13th,2010
What do you think?Am I a gud writer??Do post ur comments and valuable suggestions...

what do u guys think about freedom/independence in a relationship with your boyfriend or a girlfriend??

Independence is very costly in many cases. to be free from all, it needs hefty sacrifices. long live the hard earned freedom but seriously what do u guys think about freedom or independence in a relationship with your boyfriend/girlfriend.If sum1 is so concerned about his/her freedom why shud they get into a relationship and give hopes to their partners?

YOU ARE THE REASON THAT I LIVE...

I close my eyes and try to sleep, But thoughts of you I keep.
They flood my dreams, Like the running streams.
You're my one and only choice,I smile when I hear your voice.
I miss you when you're away, I think about you all day.
When you hold me tight, You make everything alright.
You cheer me up when I'm sad; You calm me down if I'm mad.
You wrap your arms around my hips,Holding me tight and kissing my lips.
Never let me go or I might fall,Always be there if I shall call.
Take away my sadness and sorrow,Show me there is always a tomorrow.
Tell me that everything is going to be fine,Call me yours and I will call you mine.
You are a gift sent from above,I write this poem for you love.
To tell you how I exactly feel,To tell you this feeling is real.
I want this feeling to last forever,I hope we'll always stay together