Expectations

I guess I shouldn't keep expectations from sum people who claim that they love me.is it a bad thing that i sort of do though ?i cant really help it.im sort of lost and confused.i dont like it.i wish i were a mind reader.or that you could express things more clearly.yesterday night was the worst night in my lyf...I managed to survive jus bcoz of my mum or i wud'nt have even seen todays morning.Last night i actually realised that expectations could kill...